TERRA’S POSSESSION: PROLOUGE

I keep having these recurring dreams.  They have haunted me my entire life.  I dream I am exploring an empty series of caves going from one to the next.  Then feeling completely isolated and detached from everyone I care about.  I am searching for something that is familiar, and cannot find it. This is how I feel about death.  A hopeless genuineness.  I wonder what people feel when they die.  When I die.  It is such a reflective and dismal feeling I cannot bear to think about it.  So, I got back to thinking about how I am going to live.